Anything And Everything

Dear Life, It’s been long time since I said, “life, please be good to me,” but I do have reasons for that. I have really stopped expecting easy things from you. I know you’re quite unpredictable and it’s in your nature to be both good and bad. I’m quite glad that you challenge me harshly at times, but the shit that you threw on me in past has made me who I am today- a strong, unbreakable woman. You see, after having quite a long time of pain, I’ve finally got a new approach towards you. I wake up every day, and look at your chaos with a positive perspective. I go to bed every night, with s flicker of hope for finding light in your darkness the next day. After spending a huge part of you in oblivion, I’ve finally realized that you are full of surprises and shocks, but the key of happiness still lies in my own hands. I’ve finally realized that the way I react towards you will affect my happiness, and now, after knowing this, I can say that no matter what shit you  throw towards me, i...

Dear 2017, It feels as if it was just yesterday, when you had come as a new year into my life. I remember how much broken I was. So much broken that my 'new year's resolution' was to find happiness at any cost. I can't believe time flew so fast, and your successor 2018 is coming in just a couple of days. I remember the first day when I was totally lost, aimless, shattered, hopeless, suicide prone and just sad. But there was a flicker of hope still burning in my heart and I had decided to find happiness by exploring myself. So it was you, your beginning that motivated be to have a new beginning. So I kinda love you for that, and this very reason makes you a very special and memorable year for me. Then the process of self love, exploring myself, finding out what makes me happy, and being kinda selfish for my happiness began. I stopped caring about the life's harshness, I tried to face challenges with a new prospective and looked forward towards new days.  I t...