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The best friend.

It's 3am right now, and I'm not able to sleep. My mind thinks of the most deepest things at the most darkest hours of nights. And tonight, I'm just not able to take her off my mind. She's one of the most important people of my life. She was with me, when no one else was. She was there to hold me when I fell, to wipe my tears when I cried, to lend me her shoulder whenever I asked for it, and ears too, and most importantly, those hugs. Her hugs are the softest in the entire world. She loves me unconditionally. We don't say it to each other that often, but we just know it, it's engraved deep inside our hearts. When I was lost, she showed me the path. When all I could see was darkness, she showed me where's the light. When I couldn't figure out what's going on, she explained me. When all I could see was negativity, she taught me how to see positivity. I remember when I was totally broken, and used to have an extremely bad start to the morning, I used
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Have you ever?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep, so hard that the moisture of your eyes, drives you to a place where nothing exists, and that nothingness feels like bliss? Have you ever felt the pain of your heart spreading throughout your chest, and you crave one tight hug, but there is no one to help? Have you ever gone through a moment, where your heart clenches in pain, as if someone is holding it tight in their fists, and breaking it ruthlessly? If you have felt all this, andyou are still alive, breathing and surviving, then mate, I assure you, you are great. If you are still alive, somehow going through each day, healing and shattering all over again, then I assure you, everything’s gonna be fine real soon. You’re gonna smile and laugh like never before, you’re gonna find peace and happiness in little things, life's gonna feel fine and perfect, I assure you this, but you just need to never lose hope. You need to hold on tight on life, you need to let go the things that hurt you, you n
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An Open Letter To Dear Life

Dear Life, It’s been long time since I said, “life, please be good to me,” but I do have reasons for that. I have really stopped expecting easy things from you. I know you’re quite unpredictable and it’s in your nature to be both good and bad. I’m quite glad that you challenge me harshly at times, but the shit that you threw on me in past has made me who I am today- a strong, unbreakable woman. You see, after having quite a long time of pain, I’ve finally got a new approach towards you. I wake up every day, and look at your chaos with a positive perspective. I go to bed every night, with s flicker of hope for finding light in your darkness the next day. After spending a huge part of you in oblivion, I’ve finally realized that you are full of surprises and shocks, but the key of happiness still lies in my own hands. I’ve finally realized that the way I react towards you will affect my happiness, and now, after knowing this, I can say that no matter what shit you  throw towards me, it’s
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An Open Letter To 2017

Dear 2017, It feels as if it was just yesterday, when you had come as a new year into my life. I remember how much broken I was. So much broken that my 'new year's resolution' was to find happiness at any cost. I can't believe time flew so fast, and your successor 2018 is coming in just a couple of days. I remember the first day when I was totally lost, aimless, shattered, hopeless, suicide prone and just sad. But there was a flicker of hope still burning in my heart and I had decided to find happiness by exploring myself. So it was you, your beginning that motivated be to have a new beginning. So I kinda love you for that, and this very reason makes you a very special and memorable year for me. Then the process of self love, exploring myself, finding out what makes me happy, and being kinda selfish for my happiness began. I stopped caring about the life's harshness, I tried to face challenges with a new prospective and looked forward towards new days.  I t
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