Anything And Everything

It's 3am right now, and I'm not able to sleep. My mind thinks of the most deepest things at the most darkest hours of nights. And tonight, I'm just not able to take her off my mind. She's one of the most important people of my life. She was with me, when no one else was. She was there to hold me when I fell, to wipe my tears when I cried, to lend me her shoulder whenever I asked for it, and ears too, and most importantly, those hugs. Her hugs are the softest in the entire world. She loves me unconditionally. We don't say it to each other that often, but we just know it, it's engraved deep inside our hearts. When I was lost, she showed me the path. When all I could see was darkness, she showed me where's the light. When I couldn't figure out what's going on, she explained me. When all I could see was negativity, she taught me how to see positivity. I remember when I was totally broken, and used to have an extremely bad start to the morning, I used

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep, so hard that the moisture of your eyes, drives you to a place where nothing exists, and that nothingness feels like bliss? Have you ever felt the pain of your heart spreading throughout your chest, and you crave one tight hug, but there is no one to help? Have you ever gone through a moment, where your heart clenches in pain, as if someone is holding it tight in their fists, and breaking it ruthlessly? If you have felt all this, andyou are still alive, breathing and surviving, then mate, I assure you, you are great. If you are still alive, somehow going through each day, healing and shattering all over again, then I assure you, everything’s gonna be fine real soon. You’re gonna smile and laugh like never before, you’re gonna find peace and happiness in little things, life's gonna feel fine and perfect, I assure you this, but you just need to never lose hope. You need to hold on tight on life, you need to let go the things that hurt you, you n